Craving for gold...

Not that cravings for golden jeweleries ..This is a diff gold.. I read http://meetuttara.blogspot.com/ pretty often…She is a twenty year old gal who is a college junior of my brother at CIT Engg College, Coimbatore.. Her Blog has quite good postings..I read her today’s entry which had this quote...

“Among other things, you'll find that you're not the first person who was ever confused and frightened and even sickened by human behavior. You're by no means alone on that score; you'll be excited and stimulated to know. Many, many men have been just as troubled morally and spiritually as you are right now. Happily, some of them kept records of their troubles. You'll learn from them - if you want to. Just as someday, if you have something to offer, someone will learn something from you. It's a beautiful reciprocal arrangement. And it isn't education. It's history. It's poetry."

I had a very bewildered mind today in the morning…When I read this it was so soothing… Yeah we are not the only person to be sickened by human behaviors and being so good to people who are actually good to u is no big deal…A small story kinda lesson which I read in my moral science subject at fifth standard gets its place back in my memories.When u do bad to people who do good to u have a character which has value of the metal iron..when u do good to people who are actually good to u then ur character is of the metal silver. When u do good to people who do bad to u then ur character is a golden one…Being gold is not that easy...we actually crave for the golden stuff but we miss somehow being gold. And people won’t let u be gold easily too…what ultimately matters is that living a life which is as beautiful as poetry as mentioned in the quote above …I like the A.R.Rahman ‘s saying ,”I had the option between love and hatred”;I chose love and I am here”. Great one …Me too want my life to be a beautiful poetry; I want that golden stuff on me; I want to choose love;I take steps towards that no matter I fail sometimes but the happiness I get every time I win makes me going ;gives me energy to take the step further towards the goal…May be my last post on this blog would reveal if I have made it..Good luck to me :) and to u too :)