Bouquet of Good souls

 

Looks like I am crowding my Non-technical blog much these days. Yes, will soon update my technical blog too. I am currently  digging on fine tuning BERT, Roberta models. Having six research scholars around you and watching them work on multi dimensional aspects of Natural Language Processing (NLP) is a great learning.  NLP gets updated everyday and catching up with that is very very important. Yes getting updated is important. Looks like my nontechnical blog is slightly getting the tech tinch. That’s fine and yes I forgot to tell you that this post is going to be again a random post that is going to be a mere translation of my current state of mind and heart. That feel of seeing a writeup getting its content filled by your thoughts flushed by a sequence of neurons and arteries (there could even be non sequence possible right?) is amazing!.  I visualize this status reporting similar to a practice that we had a in our St.Antonys school, Mylapore . In the assembly, before national anthem, the class pupil leader would take a step forward and report the section name with attendance on that day like (67/70) and salute the school pupil leader who would be standing on stage and step backward. I really like doing that and you got to believe this that I was chosen as a class leader in my 8^th standard, and I still remember the votes I got, and it was 32 😊 😊 😊. School days are always ever green.

Recently, I completed 38 years of successfully living this life. Would be grateful if I complete all my responsibilities before I leave, and few astrologers have told that this is my last birth. Don’t know if it is true or not but would be more grateful if I had some opportunity to pay back something to the society from which I have taken a lot. Yes, being grateful without complaining no matter what gives you abundance peace. Choosing peace over anything eventually gives you happiness.  That is what I have learnt so far.  Thanks to all those good souls who always taught me the right way of leading this life 😊. Here is the photo of mine cutting cake with my kid, my sis in law kids and in laws on my birthday at vellore. Thanks so much Ranjani,(my sis in law) for your surprise 😊

 

Some one said this universe gives you what you ask for. I think it is our “thinking” that is doing the “asking” task. Your thought is what you become. Yes of course, you can’t have always good thoughts with that halo around your head wearing that white long dress with or without wings 😊 Bad thoughts emitting neurons has to be monitored and be  made sure that they take the backstage.  Also, I have observed this, whenever I fret and lose hope with humans, I get to meet nice ones the very next day gaining my hope back. No, I am not lying. This has happened many times. They give me the confidence on going ahead with my beliefs.  The people who give their time, stop by amidst their busy schedule and shed their concern are to be marked with star symbol and to be taken along. Yes, the more you could carry them, the more you are travelling in the right direction. I have stopped taking nonsense long back. I just pass by such nonsense waiting for the nice ones again.

I am happy that I am holding a bouquet of good souls tied with that nice satin ribbon in my hand. To few, regularly I converse, to few once a month/year , to few on demand 😊 , to few career wise, to few I don’t 😊 .No matter what, You are a special person who have made my life so beautiful so far.  Let us see what this life has for us. Good luck to you and to me as well 😊.Now I  got the apt title for this post :)

One of those soul in my bouquet, I don’t know how I missed him in my blog. Just realized that I have not mentioned about him at all. He is Chandru Anna, my cousin brother who have been my career advisor since my childhood. You have been a great support to me, and I am wondering how I missed you here in my blog and today it hit me hard as today is his birthday. Wishing you a very happy birthday . Have a wonderful life ahead bro 😊 .Here is his photo 😊

Don’t know the thoughts spitted out by neurons and arteries are coherent enough to see this as a write up but have to stop here to continue with my awaiting chores 😊

Thanks for reading and have a nice day 😊

 

 

 

The Offspring

After a long time came here with a title in mind. Sunday looks so messy with official assignments, dinner  and dosa batter preparation   for making weekdays easier etc etc. Spending 30 mins here means a lot and makes much difference😊 . This Covid vaccine confusions that are creating around, to put it or not, will it protect us from covid or not, will it yield side effects or not, will we survive tomorrow or not😊 . It’s so saddening to see human race is  being posed with lot of challenges and the life is filled with too much uncertainties and I do notice that this post is getting a negative flavour. So will change the dimension from here 😊

The offspring I meant in the title is not the biological offspring. The offspring each one’s neurons and arteries are emitting out and I meant that. I know it is bit confusing at this moment. No worries, Even I feel the same here 😊 Will get it clarified right here.  Humans and all living creatures produce offspring. The offspring carry the DNA and creates a string of tight bond between the producer and the upcoming generations as well.   That’s how the biological offspring work(s).

What I meant is the string of tight bond that we could create with  those who are not  biologically  connected to us  😊 . An example always helps.  Almost everyone in the world is an offspring of their kindergarten /primary school teacher as we all still remember the way we were taught tiny tiny things by them. Still I remember my 5^th grade teacher's lesson of how to remember the month which has 30 days/ 31 days. She taught us to remember the first line of a poem which is this,”30 days has September April June and November”. Even today, I use this to check to find out if  that month has 30 days or 31 days 😊 So I am an offspring of her.  I  feel  when we receive  good thoughts/habits/potential/lessons  from anyone, we become their offspring.

Giving out a biological offspring, growing it as a responsible good hearted soul is one way of living even after we are gone,  the many other ways could be to  give away good vibes and that’s how great people influence our hearts even after they are gone . The gestures and the thoughts one emit is  influencing someone and if that is going to be a positive good vibe then that’s how a tight string of bond is created  within or even across generations just like biological offspring works😊 . Hope you are getting my point at least now. Sorry if this is confusing 😊 .

 

 I am a proud offspring of my guru Dr.Ranjani Parthsarathi, my Phd Guide,  and I am only worried if I will  continue the tight bond to my scholars by passing on what she gave me😊.Let us see😊. Teachers are so lucky to produce many  potential offspring. Especially, school teachers😊 . Yeah I am always biased towards teachers. But still …not only teachers, a good boss, a team lead, a friend, a sibling, a colleague, anyone can produce potential offspring. That’s for this reason I have fixed many filters around my neurons to collect only good vibes from people around 😊 . Let me see if I am able to produce potential offspring in this life span of mine😊 good luck to me and good luck to you too😊

 

Thanks for reading. Have a great week ahead 😊

Subalalitha

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Empty Bin

Hello all! My usual welcoming words on my YouTube Channel 😀 Wish I could start that again. It was so surprising  and felt so  happy that a Professor from NIT  who does not even know who I am  called and appreciated for the efforts. That showed his magnanimity.  I am currently strengthening my Python skills. I feel it should be explored more as I really feel weak at it for core NLP and Deep Learning applications. May be after I am satisfied I should really start YouTube Teaching . I really love that. Shedding what I  like is not good for my arteries, I know 😀   Caught up with  blogging exactly at 5.50 am. Cooking time starts at 6. am . will start with lil delay today 😀 So should quickly wind up this , so what I mean is that.... I am coming to the point soon 😀

The empty bin that is covered with that black bin cover is so attractive. Yes it is for me. When the kitchen bin is full it stinks and I feel it always gives less peace . Of course most of the time I feel lazy to tie and wait for Banu who works for us, but if it so overflowing, I will tie before she comes, believing that it  would give some peace for her😀

But always every single time the empty bin with new  black cover always vibrates a good feeling. I think the same way my neurons feel, when I tend to dump stuffs on it, I mean the unwanted stuffs. I feel there is a single difference between the real bin and my neurons. The more good  nice thoughts my neurons are dumped with would actually  look like the empty bin covered with new black cover😀 

 Sorry if it was confusing as I typed this post before even my neurons woke up completely 😀

Whatever it is, have a nice day and enjoy the happiness of having an empty bin  😀More happiness to you 😀

Thanks for reading 

Subalalitha