A Positive Morning!

Wow! I am back to my place. Today, actually I was asked to teach machine learning to some international students  in US online, by a co-faculty and got up  @3.30 AM but the class got cancelled it seems.  I did not want to get into this task but I don’t know  why I said yes and I was repenting yesterday, the whole day for having committed with this and Selva was  also totally against this as he does not prefer me overworking!. So happy that the class I am supposed to take got cancelled. I did not want to go to sleep again and thought of  getting some music and then remembered to visit my favourite spot on earth, where my arteries and neurons work together coordinating with each other happily ! Yes, really a positive morning 😊 but then I never had anything in my mind  of what to write. Let me see what my neurons are going to grab in the second paragraph.

Not really I am able to grab but then this visual of someone sitting down on the floor with legs stretched  near the sofa is flashing in my neurons but I totally forgot in which context ( a bit of NLP 😊)I saw, but surely I saw  on the T.V I guess!. I have the habit of sitting down on the floor with my legs stretched near sofa  when my daughter likes sitting holding my head on the sofa. Yeah, I do know what  you are  thinking? So, what is the point I am trying to make? That’s your question, right? I was wondering  why would one buy a sofa if we most of the time like sitting down  on the floor? sounding dumb ? I am sorry but what I was trying to make out is that most of the times, we search for happiness that  is high-price-tagged while its readily available for free! I know you must be repenting to have visited this page while many other happiness is waiting outside this page ? 😊 Sorry again, I am unable to help right now . My neurons are thinking in a scattered multiple directions and I lost the control over it and searching for the remote to control 😊 .

Similar other doubts also I have. Visiting a beach is one of the happiest things ever in life. You can’t get a serene feel nowhere but only in watching the waves chasing each other but never caught them even once ! You also get  to enjoy there, playing in the sand . When such places are naturally built,  how the hell, the concept of this playing games like the one we have in Phoenix mall  got hit! That too I hate that ticket that you get as a prize for which they give you a soapu dappa and you have to wait for long. That mind of the people getting happier for that soapu dappa for which they paid 500 to 1000 already is so strange 😊. I think now they have raised the minimum charges which I am not sure!

And yes, This Tambaram market about which I was thinking of writing long back striked my mind while talking of low-cost-happiness. I just love shopping there. You have a variety of shops there. Its not about the price, its almost the same even outside the market. I just wanted to talk here, the kind of commodities that you get there and you will only get there!. Recently, I bought a pallankuzhi game made of wood for my gal. I was thinking of buying it for long but was happy to meet it there. You would get authentic vessels  to cook which will not have that copper bottom . I hate copper bottom vessels. You cant get a tasty food made out of a copper bottom vessel. May be you  can cook “rasam” and yeah of course “hot water” too 😊.  I prefer  thick  bottom  kadai and  vessels especially when it comes to Non-veg.  Its only possible at Tambaram market to buy veggies like vaazhappoo, aalvazhi kizhangu, ground nut that has its shell with it ( like this 😊), and yeah various types of keerais. You name it, a paatti before a cloth shop has it. Right from Vallarai, everything she has 😊. Tambaram market is combo of cloth shops, veg& fruit shops, bakeries, vessel shops etc etc . Flowers din strike me as I don’t wear flowers mostly unless and until it is given to me to wear 😊 . You get a lot  variety of flowers tied as a string , or in loose for any purpose there  :) 

I think I should conclude the post. I don’t deny  Pizzas, burgers , grilled foods are also tasty but I don’t know my arteries are more attracted towards Then muttai than chocolates, to masala pori than lays chip, Kuzhi paniyaram than burgers 😊

To the reader who is patiently reading even now , hope I did not stress-test you😊 thanks for your time 😊

Subalalitha

My Crazy Experiments

Like i like writing, I like singing too but I am not a professional singer. In layman terms, I would call me as a kitchen singer instead of bathroom singer :). I like cooking along with my singing. Selva is the only one fan of my singing. I don't know , he likes despite the flaws in it :)

Since today is Independence day, I thought i should be free to do whatever I like . Yeah you also have the freedom to skip this :)and  yeah I  Terms and Conditions apply to listen

Terms and Conditions are 1. Age above 18 2. Weak hearted  3. Pregnant Ladies  :)

I felt its badly recorded as a noise in the form of echo  accompanies when the volume is high . Good Luck

Thanks for Listening, strong heart :) Happy Independence day :)

Subalalitha

My Views on God

 

Over done with this gaussian distribution. I feel one should have a very good math background. I thought I had but the way I stumble on math which is the backbone of Machine learning, I feel, I could have done better earlier on Math. Anyways, coming to the point before my gal stops playing with my friend Helen’s daughter Jeena at our home. They don’t like me watching at them as they create some situations, characters which are hilarious to watch and you can’t stop laughing and they don’t like it and that’s y I thought to spend my time on my tiny world. I feel writing is one  way of doing  a monologue, talking to yourself and finding a clarity. That’s how I see writing and it just does relax my neurons and refreshes them like anything.

Yeah coming to the point, finally, I thought of writing this post due to two reasons. One, when one of my friends, asked about some swaamigal name for fun, I realized I am neither a theist nor an atheist. Second reason is this “aththivarathar” boom happening at Kanchipuram. We visit Vellore once a month to visit Selva’s parents and this month we had to frequently visit as my Mom-in-law had a surgery. We had to cross Kanchipuram to reach Vellore. You can see hundreds of vehicles parked outside Kanchi as they are not allowed inside. At 8 PM, we saw women heading towards Kanchi to visit aththivarathar. I don’t  mean to hurt people who are visiting the god but why would one visit god at the risk of their life and yeah few died in the crowd or is Aththivarathar really wishing  people to visit him so that he can bless them  only that way  ?

I am aware of the science behind all the Hindu Temples construction and the positive Vibe you would get when you go there. I completely agree. Also I agree that lighting a deepam brings positive energy to home and following the rules has a scientific reason behind like not to eat Non-Veg during Full Moon and New Moon. All is well. I am only against the blind beliefs people have on god.

Is there anything in addition  required apart from worshipping god? That’s the question running on my neurons. Will god give wealth to the one who is lazy? Will god give happiness who is jealous and greedy? Will god give  peace to the ones who commit crime  ? despite all being sincere worshippers  and regular visitors of temple , will god ever bless them with what they want?

I believe that god is omnipresent and strongly present within us. The deeds done by us act us the  god, judge our future and paves the path of our life. I am not trying to portray myself as a good girl and I am not 😊 , any human being for that matter cant be 100% good. What I mean to convey is that good or bad the deeds done is going to answer the questions and predict the outcomes. Good deeds end up in happiness and the bad ones teach lessons through the cost they throw and shows the better path to reach out the lost happiness!!! I think I can use a simple word that can represent the all -said concepts in this para which is nothing but , “KARMA”. Yes, Karma is God according to me  and may be the science behind my religion can also help me travel in the right direction with the right vision and not blind folded!

Thanks for reading

Subalalitha