What Mask masks?

 

Back to my own space 😊. Thought I won’t be even thinking of this space as life has totally changed. Juggling with many roles after we started our firstlangauge company, I am left with “NIL ME TIME”. Of course, there is no repentance and I dont have rights to repent as all were my own choices. I am learning a lot in this process, shifting many hats in a single day keeps me energized no matter what my emotional/physical state is 😊. Experiencing many emotions in a single day, actually exposes many me to me (Sounding like Nithyanandha ?? 😊)”  Hopefully I will align and churn out as a better person in this process 😊. Setting a side my babbles, would like to come to the point right here. I was just thinking to write on this for long so  pushed all my tasks on queue for a while and wanted to flush out my  tiny  thought about how masks have had their influence on me😊.

When this mask culture started, it was bit irritating. Going to workplace with sanitizers, handwash, spray and yes with this mask felt much odd but not anymore! I don’t know how many of you felt this along with me . wearing a mask is actually advantageous and cover up few things for us and I thought I shud write on that here .

 The sudden chuckles or laughter that pops  up seeing something makes the person around me clueless and baffled 😊 but now my mask can cover this up for me 😊 . I will give you an example. the hoarding that is kept in Guduvanchery ( we cross this place every day while going to college ) on top of a mobile shop having its owner face with a big smile. I don’t know it creates a laughter every time I see that. No, I don’t mean to ridicule that person and of course he looks absolutely  fine but for some reason it evokes laughter. I have showed this to my friend and co faculty, Helen. Even for her, it evoked the same laughter. There is no such happiness in this world, other than seeking a partner in such crimes 😊 many such instances and incidences....  Mask now masks this  for me and the person around me is saved now.  One more instance, every time I see that tamil translation  of State bank of India , the word  பாங்கு (baangu )  for the word “bank ” also does evoke chuckles every time I read it!. They could have  used வங்கி (vangi) ,instead. I don’t know long back I have seen this. maybe they would have changed. no idea.

While travelling in bus on the way to college, I use to plan and think of the upcoming tasks and occasionally I use to voice out my mind voice.! (mind voice nu sathama pesiduven , sorry those who dont understand Tamil. pardon me. this is a famous  Tamil movie dialogue😊)See,  this will also be now masked up by my mask 😊 and the less volume - hummings I do while listening to songs will also now be invisible to ppl around me and they can have some peace of mind 😊 the only botheration is how am I going to handle post pandemic without mask😊. Oh yeah it is not about me and it is the botheration of the ppl around me and I know they will get used to me and that’s how I ‘ve been managed to live all these years 😊.  I Feel so fulfilled that I came here and spilled out  this thought of mine here. Let us keep enjoying the life, in the way we like 😊 and Yes, if you too felt  all this along with me, a big HI-Fi  to you😊.Hope we are all psychologically ok.😊

 

Happy weekend to all and thanks for reading! 😊

Subalalitha