Laying your own road

 

Writing a blog amidst piled up duties is liking having a cup of tea middle of the work. Writing is one of those habits that massages your mind and gives a lot of clarity. I know I have said this many times 😊 but this is what I have constantly experienced for the past 15 years! Writing on a public forum like the one I am doing right now, gives you a better thought process. Give it a try 😊 . Yes coming to the post, as usual I have an  empty mind. I am just rewinding the way I use to plan and write years back and these days unplanned visits to my blog is just normal.  And yes, unplanned writing delivers a lot of TRUTH 😊. Since I had said that writing is a mind massaging task, that means my neurons/arteries are tired of working constantly towards many things around. Let me see what dimension of that I will emit here.

The more I get old, I more I get cognizance, the more perplexed I go 😊 . I really want to go back to the days, when I was ignorant of many things and very naïve ( Mind voice of Selva and few people who know me: “ippo mattum enna? 😊”). No. I feel the difference and I am able to capture people’s mind and that’s the beginning of all confusions (LOL). No I won’t let a negative post coming out of me. Will make best attempts to emit a positive one.

Recent days, I was in doubt of myself, my principles, and rigid policies. The thought process of major population around you affects a lot of your own thought process. No. That would not be the victory you must be fetching for yourself. Being a believer of karma, being an atheist, being a person with inability to hurt anyone, being a person with trust in truth, being a person with trust in unconditional love,  etc etc, If  you share most of these shades with me , welcome to the club, I understand your journey 😊 . I get a doubt?  . Are we guys a majority or minority population? 😊

These days, I can see myself feeling happy towards like-minded people and the reverse with non-matching ones.  The resistance that grows within me towards the negative force is sometimes so scary, as this earth is a mixture of all kind of forces. I think I still need to grow tackling negativity 😊 than avoiding it. My god! I am just watching what kind of transformation this life is giving  me. From 24/7 chatterbox to occasionally talking, of course my chatterbox nature is much utilized now in teaching 😊 I am some how speaking and that's the good news 😊.  and much more positive transformations I am observing in myself 😊

I have this visualization in my mind. Sitting down and laying my road of life like real workers work on building a highway!  There can be defeats, victories, smiles, tears, angers whatever that comes along, I am just going to enjoy the way I believe and will  keep adding colours of my choice. Let me see how it is going to go and how it is  going to look at the end 😊. Now I remembered to give a title to the post using the last para’s words. This is like  how in  most Tamil movies, they utter the Title at the end to justify the connect 😊

 

Thanks for reading. Go ahead and enjoy laying your own road :)

 

Subalalitha