When I don’t get comfortable in
doing anything then I opt writing. Oh yeah It should be blogging 😊
. This gives a lot of clarity and has been giving me a clarity for the past 15 years. That’s huge
right? I had a talk on NLP but it got cancelled
today due to unavoidable reasons and I have a big to- do list comprised of work-family
tasks. When the to-do list goes lengthy, I feel it is time to take a break and
I believe a break gives a lot of energy. These days, my options to take a
detour has changed a lot. I am losing patience to watch any web series, films …
Maybe I am aging?? Do not know exactly. Listening
to songs calms me down usually but now felt like writing 😊
As usual, I did not have anything
specific to write and I am also eager to know how this post is going to evolve.
Sounds strange right? Just give a try of translating your mind into writing. You
will also end up doing the same what I do right now here. Ok. These days not only I
have narrowed down the relaxing options, I have also narrowed down in choosing humans
to talk without any stringent rules connecting my tongue and mind, of course outside
my home 😊. My friends I chose a decade before, would
be wondering, if I have become a saint? Coz I was the busiest chatter box in
school, college and Tamil Computing lab (Tacola), anna univ. I used to be
surrounded by many friends most of the time. I had fancy nick names. I remember
“Sublu” was the famous one. My daughter now calls me by that name 😊 and of course I do talk to people even now but those rules and regulations tied up within,
make me feel as though I have become a calm person . I still remember I was
telling as a big surprising thing that
my kid started to talk so early when I took her to Tacola when she was less
than a year old . Balaji, my tacola friend told, “enna suba, ithula aacharya
pada enna iruku? meenuku neentha kathukudukanuma enna ?”. I really miss those
Tacola days 😊 Life is making us to travel in the destined
trajectories and of course we have to enjoy it by continuously evolving in the
positive direction and pull the best model out of us 😊
. Now I am feeling like a saint after typing this thought 😊
After Mentoring Shon, a data
scientist from US on reinforcement learning. I see a lot of connect between the
way we move ahead with life and the “agent” in reinforcement learning decides
it’s optimal path by learning through it's experiences. Note the word, “trajectory”
in the second last sentence of last para. It is a reinforcement terminology 😊.
Also, the optimal path taken by the
agent does not depend on the immediate
rewards it gets but on the cumulative rewards it gets to achieve the optimal path.
Getting attracted towards immediate goals and getting deviated from the optimal
path is what happens most of the time in life. Do you see a connect between this
process and Karma ? oh my
god ! Again, feeling like a saint 😊 I am thankful to Shon for continuously believing
me and he now wants me to clarify all algorithms of reinforcement learning and he has sent a book too. Every week I teach
him an algorithm, it’s math and an example. Reinforcement learning is completely
a new thing to me, and I am keeping myself active in learning it just because
he believes in me despite, he is being already an intelligent person. Believers
are important in life. If we track all our believers throughout our life, they
form the main reason behind whatever self- growth curve we were able to draw so far .
Coming to the topic “Evolving”, every
day of mine induces some factor that
involve in this evolving process. You
got to be choosy. Be it anything. That’s
what I learnt. Of course, I have not changed my unconditional policies towards
humans. There is no point in putting a condition unless and until it is a norm.
I have not changed my traits, but I am easily getting repelled from the unmatching
ones. Yeah that means I am also attracted to those who have similar traits.
This universe is big, so I am able to find many positive people at workplace,
on social media esp twitter and linked in. Recently many have supported me unconditionally
through these platforms. Many thanks to them. So that is good news, right? You do
not have to be worried for the unmatching quantities.
Talking with people with positive
vibes and matching traits is important for our personal and career growth. I
understand, like people believe me, I should also believe in many positive souls . The word “trust” is so precious.
The more you get, you are blessed and the more you give, you are lucky 😊.
The best part is that this process happens effortlessly. That is what I noticed
when many supported without even knowing me personally. In this self-evolving journey,
I try to pick up as many lessons that may be helpful in finishing this journey by
taking an optimal path filled with happiness and satisfaction 😊
Before I take a complete saint transformation, I think I should take leave 😊
Thanks for reading 😊
Subalalitha
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