My Views on God

 

Over done with this gaussian distribution. I feel one should have a very good math background. I thought I had but the way I stumble on math which is the backbone of Machine learning, I feel, I could have done better earlier on Math. Anyways, coming to the point before my gal stops playing with my friend Helen’s daughter Jeena at our home. They don’t like me watching at them as they create some situations, characters which are hilarious to watch and you can’t stop laughing and they don’t like it and that’s y I thought to spend my time on my tiny world. I feel writing is one  way of doing  a monologue, talking to yourself and finding a clarity. That’s how I see writing and it just does relax my neurons and refreshes them like anything.

Yeah coming to the point, finally, I thought of writing this post due to two reasons. One, when one of my friends, asked about some swaamigal name for fun, I realized I am neither a theist nor an atheist. Second reason is this “aththivarathar” boom happening at Kanchipuram. We visit Vellore once a month to visit Selva’s parents and this month we had to frequently visit as my Mom-in-law had a surgery. We had to cross Kanchipuram to reach Vellore. You can see hundreds of vehicles parked outside Kanchi as they are not allowed inside. At 8 PM, we saw women heading towards Kanchi to visit aththivarathar. I don’t  mean to hurt people who are visiting the god but why would one visit god at the risk of their life and yeah few died in the crowd or is Aththivarathar really wishing  people to visit him so that he can bless them  only that way  ?

I am aware of the science behind all the Hindu Temples construction and the positive Vibe you would get when you go there. I completely agree. Also I agree that lighting a deepam brings positive energy to home and following the rules has a scientific reason behind like not to eat Non-Veg during Full Moon and New Moon. All is well. I am only against the blind beliefs people have on god.

Is there anything in addition  required apart from worshipping god? That’s the question running on my neurons. Will god give wealth to the one who is lazy? Will god give happiness who is jealous and greedy? Will god give  peace to the ones who commit crime  ? despite all being sincere worshippers  and regular visitors of temple , will god ever bless them with what they want?

I believe that god is omnipresent and strongly present within us. The deeds done by us act us the  god, judge our future and paves the path of our life. I am not trying to portray myself as a good girl and I am not 😊 , any human being for that matter cant be 100% good. What I mean to convey is that good or bad the deeds done is going to answer the questions and predict the outcomes. Good deeds end up in happiness and the bad ones teach lessons through the cost they throw and shows the better path to reach out the lost happiness!!! I think I can use a simple word that can represent the all -said concepts in this para which is nothing but , “KARMA”. Yes, Karma is God according to me  and may be the science behind my religion can also help me travel in the right direction with the right vision and not blind folded!

Thanks for reading

Subalalitha